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Oct. 20th, 2005 @ 02:00 pm
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Life sucks....i just feel numb.Current Mood:  devious Current Music: Silence |
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Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 10:07 am
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...Life is getting back to normal.Current Mood:  okay |
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So anyhooo...Last time i wrote I was a heartbroken idiot...now I'M great..I have an awesome boyfriend, pretty good job..and decent schedule for next year.....so it's not that bad..and to top it off...i have a car:-D...*yay*..I'm gonna miss seniors next year...it's gonna feel weird being the highest class there...like when people ask I'll just be like...I'm a freshmen..jk/.....it's just that I'm not used to being of the highest class...*Senior*...I've always lived with knowing there are others above me...I dont' know, that's how i see it. Well I'm off...laters:-D |
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 10:00 pm
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'He' made me realize how annoying i am. He doesn't wanna talk to me...he avoids me, he doesnt' talk to me, he 'used' me...My mom even says I'm an ingrate and useless..I'm feeling really low about my self...I just wanna..cry..For the first time in four years, I just wanna cry and just..get over with school. Because I am a complete wreck. I'm so stupid. I just DON'T shut up. I dont' wanna be the way I am. If I were someone else, I'd wanna hit me and just shut me the fuck up..I just wanna be alone..:(..Current Mood:  depressed Current Music: Nothing.... |
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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 12:41 pm
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ISLANDS OF ADVENTURE TOMMORROW!!!
So yeah I'm going to Islands of Adventure tommorrow with band..*yay*...I think i'm rooming with Caitlin, Mirna, and Marifel..the next two days should be fun:-D...a nice get-a-way from the family and school...I'm out..later. Current Mood:  excited Current Music: Fools Rush In...on TNT! ONLY THEY KNOW DRAMA |
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 THAT IS OUR BAND...that's me..all the way to right in the first row with Chris...dont' we look cute?!?!
Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 06:25 pm
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The Party is Cancelled..:(.
So yeah, i was planning a SPRING BREAK party but i need to cancel. It turns out that i won't be here. I'll be at my sisters house. unfortunately the party HAD to be cancelled. I had no choice. Sorry people. Wish i could do it:(. Oh well .I hope you guys are having a great spring break. So far, mine has been OK. not too shabby. I went to the beach and did NOT get a tan but it was peaceful. Secondly, i went to sunset and went shopping for my shorts. They are QUITE slutty but no worries. It's all good:-D. Perfect for the weather. Although, i checked the forecast it says it's gonna rain...well atleast a 40% chance of rain. So yeah. Islands of Adventure SHOULD be fun. I can't wait to go. No school for two days. How fucking fantastic:-D...yay! Aight well I'm out.
GOOD LUCK RONNIE AND MATT!
Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:32 am
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So yeah the end of the year is coming REALLY quick...wow..States for s & e are almost there...oh man, so is spring break. WOW...and then mini band camp..then officer auditions, then spring concert and then Band banquet, and then PROM! *woot woot*...wow, the year's gone SO fast. thank god. I wanna be a senior already!. :-D!..
so yeah, after so long of not being online, i finally see my friends' live journal. It's all good. All my friends are happy. yay! well the FCAT days were boring. I should've stayed home and slept in. but whatever..stayed cause at home i had NOTHING better to do. Anyways...Tuesday is SCIENCE fcat...fuck...damn our STATE of FLORIDA board of Education! argh! anyhooo....hmm..I'm tired...and sleepy..it's 8:30 am....i woke up at 6:30...life sucks sometimes like that:(..I'm out bye!
Mar. 5th, 2005 @ 08:15 am
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Today was pretty good. I have money b/c of my check, and my ring is paid for already in full. :-D..*hip hip-horray* so tommorrow I'm getting my nails done:-D...maybe Pedicure..:-D..*yay*... So yeah. Today was good. Anyhoo. In case I didnt' say it, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIFEL..:-D...finally 16..woot woot. anyhooo.. I'm out:-D..laters
Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 10:49 pm
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wow. i haven't updated in the LONGEST time. My computer finally turned on. It turns on the most random moments....very odd. Oh man, it's been so cold lately. After being trapped inside my house for so long, i didn't even notice:(. Anyhoo. So yeah Im failing math. WHatever...I hate my job...I work at Koko & Palenki in cocowalk: FUcking shoe store. I dont 'like the people i work with. I'll quit in a month or so
anyhoo..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORGE!:-D..AND DICK!:-D AND MATTHEW MOWRY:-D...may your bitches come true:-D..i mean Wishes....
Jan. 25th, 2005 @ 05:22 pm
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well i haven't updated in awhile. but life is O.K. not too bad then again not too good. as the year progresses towards the end, i start getting more ansy towards college. *freaks*...o.O..:::sweats:::: :(. i dont' think i'll make it into one...but whatever...if i must i'll go to FIU..anyhoo..
YAY.. I'm going to Mirna's thingy!...that should be fun! ...i'm back with gus as most already know. It's nice. Feels great to be back with him. anyways...
i hope we get a shitload of freshmen next year..*o.O*...that would be AWESOME! Especially if LON joins and Pierre ...:-D..anyways..I'm out...bye bye
Jan. 8th, 2005 @ 12:25 pm
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So far, break hasn't been that bad a couple of nights full of heartbreak but nothing i can't overcome. Friday..Went to the movies, movienight-saturday, um...Sunday just stayed home, Monday-went shopping with Erica R. which was fun..it was BEAUTIFUL outside and then it was my first day of work...somewhat O.K. They had me reading packets and looking at fashion magazines to get in touch with my Fashionista side...That was...odd. Mainly because I'm not a fashion-oriented chicka..but yeah..i work today and wednesday from 5-10pm ...and on Friday from 1-6pm...so it's all good...NICE 20 hours.:-D..*woot woot*..anyhoo...Sucks because i WONT' have money in time for christmas. But Christmas doesn't matter to me that much anymore. -_-...Wow..i just looked at my calender and it's 21st...four days before xmas......oh well...just another holiday. Anyways..I'm out..bye bye
Dec. 21st, 2004 @ 02:08 pm
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Well Movie night was great. We saw Charlie brown xmas, Nightmare before Xmas, and half of Elf...I got a bit mad at T..but no mas..I realized iwas getting upset over something supremely stupid. :-D..It's all good. Diego, VIcky, carlos, Kat, Erica, Dick, and T went. It was nice..Sorta..next time we;ll go eat somewhere. Anyways.
Tommorrows my first day of work. My moms giving me her credit card so i can go shopping for some attire...
I NOW WORK AT:
KoKo & Palenski Shoe store in Cocowalk...
Tommorrow @ 5 ...GO VISIT:-D..i'm out..bye bye
Dec. 19th, 2004 @ 08:44 pm
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Okay...well for the past few days I've been filling myself with illusions. FUCK that..I'm sitting here broken hearted..who would've thought Jessica finally feel something for someone? Something more than just a crush...something special. I'm so fucking stupid. I'm sick of getting my hopes up just for heartbreak later on....What's the point of anything if in the end it all turns to SHIT?.....Whatever. The only idiot left in the end is me....
On a lighter note, Jessica, Henry, Alex, and MJ got caught drinking in the band room. Jessica ratted them out....but i don't blame her. She was drunk and they all asked for it. What comes around goes around. I just hope they don't get into as deep of shit as they already are. It sucks that now Shepard has to go to their rescue ONCE again..-_-. Anyhoo..
Kat, T, Scott, Smikey, and I saw Blade: Trinity. I didnt' see MOST of it. I slept on Kat's lap...i was really tired. T slept too. We all got home at midnight. The night ended nicely...Tonight's movie night.. CAN'T WAIT!..
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 04:29 pm
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SPEAK NOW NIGGA or FOREVAH HOLD YO' MOTHAFUCKIN' TRUTH!...
This entry was created so that anyone that has something to say or let out of their chest may say it. Only comment if you're gonna be honest not only to us, but to yourself. Of course, everyone on my "friends list" you all MUST comment. No matter what it is. it may be completely random!
Dec. 7th, 2004 @ 01:24 pm
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Hey ya'll, I need advice. So there's this new guy I met. He's absolutely outstanding. But something tells me to not go with him. My head says stay single. But my heart can't help but interfere. So...Here's where the help comes in....Should I go with my heart..or with my head? :(.
Dec. 6th, 2004 @ 05:48 pm
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These past couple of days have been iffy for me. There are some really amazing guys out there...I'm so stupid to only like the bad ones..really i am. Oh well. I'm learning my lesson. But anyways. School is going to shit..I fucked up badl y on my oral and WL paper. Love life..yet again the OTHER downfall. Um and um..no se Just school sucks...I need a job too. Fuck i have no money. I'm sick of being a cheapskate..argh! anyhoo..I'm off..
Dec. 5th, 2004 @ 01:17 pm
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I'm..blah..but improving..I'm just a bit disappointed at someone..I really dont' wanna talk to him for awhile...he's...really something...whatever..
I met this new guy called Blake...He's really nice. Funny too. Any hooo I'm out:-D
Nov. 29th, 2004 @ 02:42 pm
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So yeah. We DIDNT' get Superior. I was so pumped. Heart Beating fast. Pure excitement going through my body, who wouldn't be?...and then...it rains. Waiting two hours or so beneath the stadium seats. All mood, focus, mentality was diminished. Everyone was thinking about something else. Either getting home, being wet, worries about getting sick, UM Game, everyone just lost total concentration. So yeah. How fucked up. Three months going to waste. Most of us cried...you blame us. The superior was right at our grasp. I HATE excellent. Second Best. the rating haunts me...Not even in ponce...argh Oh well. But NEXT year for me. I have to get Superior. if we don't....This Jessica WONT' be happy. Aside from the fact that we didn't get Superior, the ride there was memorable..I can't explain how great it felt being in such a HUGE family.
Anyways, Last night to end it all, Drumstick, Katnip, Mattikins and I went to Sunset to watch saw... unfortunately It was sold out. so we saw Ray instead. Goddamn was that movie long. it was nice having quality times with them.
*YAY* CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!..:-D..AND SO IS THANXGIVING!..two of my favorite holidays!...
I'm out...laters
Nov. 7th, 2004 @ 12:58 pm
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We are the Cavaliers,
there is no band we fear,
we march along,
and sing our song,
for we are the Cavaliers...HEY!
For my section:
We are the Clarinets,
we are the best i bet,
we march our song,
and play it strong,
cause we are the Clarinets..HEY!
Nov. 5th, 2004 @ 10:54 am
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